Today is Valentine’s Day. A day of love. A day of flowers, and candy, and romantic dates. Today is the day of all things love. Except for me. For me, today is the last day I was pregnant. You see, this day last year, I WAS pregnant. I was pregnant. We were happy and planning… Continue reading WHAT THE HELL DO I DO WITH ALL THIS LOVE!?
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about abusive relationships. Mainly because I see so many being lived out in front of me every day. I think the hardest thing for people to understand is that an abuser can be disguised as anyone in your life. Usually when the word “abuser” is used, people automatically think… Continue reading LOVE does not break you down ❤
“Watch me drink” this is what one man replied when asked what he tells his son about how to handle alcohol when he must be faced with the peer pressure of it. I know what you are thinking, what the hell? That is what I thought at first too, but then I read a little… Continue reading Watch Me Drink
I haven’t wrote about the baby we lost in a long time. That’s how this grief is though. It comes in waves. I go days/weeks without thinking of the emptiness. Then I realize it’s been days/weeks since I thought about it, and THAT brings its own flood of emotions. You really have no choice but… Continue reading What Can I?
She wears the smeared mascara on her face like warpaint The tears bring out the fighter in her, but they also let out the pain Pain she’s held for such a long time Pain she never takes the time to feel Pain she pretends isn’t real She’s held it together so well they never even… Continue reading Warpaint
As we enter into another year, I’ve found myself reflecting lately on the things I learned in the span of another year. Some lessons were learned hard, some were learned with laughs, and some were learned through pain. But the key word is LEARNED. I’ve learned from it all. Instead of writing out some long… Continue reading Lessons Learned
Lights, Trees and Presents… O my! December was full of family, snuggles, warm fires, wrapping paper, cookies, my sisters birthday, happy pups, chaos at stores, ridiculous traffic, smiles, happy kiddos, love, and for me.. CLASSES AND TEST! 🙄