How often have you heard a beautiful adoption story or watched one in a movie, and asked yourself if it’s truly that majestic in real life? Does it really happen to normal people like us? Does it only happen for rich people with tons of money? Would we even have a chance? Those are the… Continue reading So Begins Our Very New And Exciting Journey Down The Road Of Adoption
I made it. I made it through the one year anniversary of the loss of our baby. Anniversary. That word doesn’t seem quite fitting since it is typically associated with happiness and life. No, that word doesn’t even come close to describing what the past week was for me. Call it an anniversary, call it… Continue reading Back To Shore
Turns out that I’m not the only one who writes to keep sane. My fiancé wrote this last night, coincidentally while I was in the bath silently writing my own feelings down. I felt compelled to share it here on my blog because he deserves to be heard. He deserves for his feelings to be… Continue reading The Day My Life Changed Forever, Again: Miscarriage From A Father’s Perspective
Today is Valentine’s Day. A day of love. A day of flowers, and candy, and romantic dates. Today is the day of all things love. Except for me. For me, today is the last day I was pregnant. You see, this day last year, I WAS pregnant. I was pregnant. We were happy and planning… Continue reading WHAT THE HELL DO I DO WITH ALL THIS LOVE!?